[ He smiles simply, but it's also that genuine kind that he hasn't exhibited in a while. For the past year, his lips would mostly curve as a coping mechanism - if he convinces the team that he's okay then they wouldn't have to worry about him so much. Less negative feelings would also mean less Grimm to worry about at night.
Pyrrha, however, can make him smile just as easily as she can take it away if she wanted. It's scary, but not as hard as being in a world without her. As Jaune is filled with a new sense of hope, at least in themselves (the world is still a shitty place), the rock they're sitting on suddenly begins to glow bright turquoise. ]
I'd be honored, Pyrrha.
[ His focus lingers on her a little longer as she's looking into the distance, before he finally faces the same direction she's gazing upon. ]
... so, have you given any thought to getting a weapon here? [ He avoids saying "new", because Crocea Mors is still hers as much as his, should she ever need it. this is kind of gross ]
[ He poses the question just as she's commandeered his smoothie for an experimental taste. Pyrrha ends up gazing over the straw at him, briefly looking as abashed as a child caught doing something impermissible. ]
...
[ Right! Weapons. Um. ]
I was thinking about rebuilding Miló, if I can find a blacksmith's services.
[ ... not so surreptitiously, she switches her smoothie with his. ]
[ He doesn't know why he's surprised, Pyrrha has always had a way of catching him off-guard no matter what. He'll fully comprehend what just happened when his brain re-boots, but for now he's trying to keep up with the conversation-- ]
Huh? Oh-- uh. Hah! R-Right... w-well, I guess... the network is a good start, and... there's the task board, too. Yeah. There are all kinds of people here, there's bound to be someone...
[ As a girlfriend?! He hasn't thought of her like that since the dance. Here, they've been more like estranged siblings if anything. The most honest answer, however, is that he can't seem to find the passion for romance. He's too driven on bettering himself, perhaps so the person sitting next to him can trust him to have her back, and love is the death of duty and awesome RWBY plotlines. ]
Pyrrha... things aren't like they used to be in Beacon. I'm not sure if they ever will be.
[ He can forgive her for assuming otherwise, though, because time hasn't passed as much for Pyrrha as it has for the rest of them. ]
[ It could be a relief; it isn't. It isn't really an answer either, but Pyrrha isn't holding that against him. They had promised to be honest with one another. He's doing that as best as he knows how.
Whatever scarred him so - it has to bigger than just her, it has to - he hasn't begun to heal yet.
When he does, at least... it won't be under their roof. That much, Pyrrha isn't sure she could have abided.
She nods. ]
... I'm sorry.
[ This time, it's for for the locker, and what had directly preceded it. In that specifically, she'd had no right.]
Yeah, it's... it's okay, really. I'm okay. [ For the first time in a long time, he might actually mean it.
He knows what she's sorry for. He knows why she asked about Weiss, too. He knows, and she knows that he knows, that's what's going to be different this time around, and maybe someday he'll even recover from these invisible scars. Until then, they probably have more mistakes and Bad Ideas to get through! ]
People have come back from worse, heh. [ He means you, partner. ] Thank you, Pyrrha.
She had kissed him and he had kissed her back, and she hadn't survived the hour and he had drifted, grown, changed. The boy who had put his hands on her waist and pulled her in - he's gone; she had destroyed him along with her whole existence, eviscerating on a cruel wind. She didn't get to witness that change, no - she was slammed into it, dropped unceremoniously into a Jaune that fractally resembles the partner she left behind.
Despite that, she hasn't forgotten that earlier moment. She had stood close, closer than she ought to have, and his gaze had drifted past her eyes, down, down to her lips. A step closer and - what?
In the wake of such tumultuous confusion, Pyrrha decides the best thing she can do is take him at face value. The possibility of them being anything more than friends and partners died on the steps of Beacon. That doesn't mean she wants to stop being his friend. It may hurt - especially, to watch him heal, the day his heart grows to encompass more than just his team - but it can't possibly hurt more than what she's already put him through.
She can live with it. She can even smile.
... ]
Of course.
[ The sun has all but disappeared from the sky now. Despite that, she's in no hurry to get up. ]
You should really drink your smoothie before it melts.
[ It's no fun if she switches them and he doesn't even react! ]
[ He's fast enough to get the drop on her now, leaving her hands empty before she can reflexively contest. Good boy.
She picks up her original one again, nursing it between her hands without taking a sip quite yet. His was better. ]
I like it, too.
[ Although not as bright as a few minutes ago, the rock is still a faded turquoise, warmed with the energy of dunamis. Pyrrha knows she doesn't want him to bring anyone else here, but she also knows she forfeit all right to ask such a thing. It's far too intimate a notion, now - especially as training is no longer involved. ]
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Pyrrha, however, can make him smile just as easily as she can take it away if she wanted. It's scary, but not as hard as being in a world without her. As Jaune is filled with a new sense of hope, at least in themselves (the world is still a shitty place), the rock they're sitting on suddenly begins to glow bright turquoise. ]
I'd be honored, Pyrrha.
[ His focus lingers on her a little longer as she's looking into the distance, before he finally faces the same direction she's gazing upon. ]
... so, have you given any thought to getting a weapon here? [ He avoids saying "new", because Crocea Mors is still hers as much as his, should she ever need it. this is kind of gross ]
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...
[ Right! Weapons. Um. ]
I was thinking about rebuilding Miló, if I can find a blacksmith's services.
[ ... not so surreptitiously, she switches her smoothie with his. ]
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Huh? Oh-- uh. Hah! R-Right... w-well, I guess... the network is a good start, and... there's the task board, too. Yeah. There are all kinds of people here, there's bound to be someone...
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[ Just in case you missed it, she said we.
She sets down the smoothie formerly known as Jaune's. ]
... Jaune?
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[ Could this be going somewhere good or somewhere bad? Hearing her start something with his name can always go either way. ]
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Embarrassing? All of the hells yeah. ]
Are you still interested in Weiss?
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[ As a girlfriend?! He hasn't thought of her like that since the dance. Here, they've been more like estranged siblings if anything. The most honest answer, however, is that he can't seem to find the passion for romance. He's too driven on bettering himself, perhaps so the person sitting next to him can trust him to have her back, and love is the death of duty and awesome RWBY plotlines. ]
Pyrrha... things aren't like they used to be in Beacon. I'm not sure if they ever will be.
[ He can forgive her for assuming otherwise, though, because time hasn't passed as much for Pyrrha as it has for the rest of them. ]
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Whatever scarred him so - it has to bigger than just her, it has to - he hasn't begun to heal yet.
When he does, at least... it won't be under their roof. That much, Pyrrha isn't sure she could have abided.
She nods. ]
... I'm sorry.
[ This time, it's for for the locker, and what had directly preceded it. In that specifically, she'd had no right.]
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He knows what she's sorry for. He knows why she asked about Weiss, too. He knows, and she knows that he knows, that's what's going to be different this time around, and maybe someday he'll even recover from these invisible scars. Until then, they probably have more mistakes and Bad Ideas to get through! ]
People have come back from worse, heh. [ He means you, partner. ] Thank you, Pyrrha.
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She had kissed him and he had kissed her back, and she hadn't survived the hour and he had drifted, grown, changed. The boy who had put his hands on her waist and pulled her in - he's gone; she had destroyed him along with her whole existence, eviscerating on a cruel wind. She didn't get to witness that change, no - she was slammed into it, dropped unceremoniously into a Jaune that fractally resembles the partner she left behind.
Despite that, she hasn't forgotten that earlier moment. She had stood close, closer than she ought to have, and his gaze had drifted past her eyes, down, down to her lips. A step closer and - what?
In the wake of such tumultuous confusion, Pyrrha decides the best thing she can do is take him at face value. The possibility of them being anything more than friends and partners died on the steps of Beacon. That doesn't mean she wants to stop being his friend. It may hurt - especially, to watch him heal, the day his heart grows to encompass more than just his team - but it can't possibly hurt more than what she's already put him through.
She can live with it. She can even smile.
... ]
Of course.
[ The sun has all but disappeared from the sky now. Despite that, she's in no hurry to get up. ]
You should really drink your smoothie before it melts.
[ It's no fun if she switches them and he doesn't even react! ]
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[ Which is why he playfully snatches his original one back from Pyrrha and slurps through the straw.
It's as if they're exchanging saliva again already. ]
Y'know, this spot is kinda nice. Reminds me of the rooftop, in a weird way.
[ Dark, secluded, nice view... he even discovered it initially by training here, too. ]
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She picks up her original one again, nursing it between her hands without taking a sip quite yet. His was better. ]
I like it, too.
[ Although not as bright as a few minutes ago, the rock is still a faded turquoise, warmed with the energy of dunamis. Pyrrha knows she doesn't want him to bring anyone else here, but she also knows she forfeit all right to ask such a thing. It's far too intimate a notion, now - especially as training is no longer involved. ]
Thank you for sharing it with me.